Wednesday, July 11, 2007
@ 12:50 AM
I am doing my FOM tutorial now with a stomach full of anger...so i decided to blog it out...sry to tell u guys but I'm going to blog about something negative again...I have over-protective parents who feels that everything I eat, do or work on has a harmful effect on me. I just can't believe that they are still treating me as a small child...arrghh...I just had this quarrel a few minutes ago with my mom. I was watching a few videos on youtube and I told myself that I would do my work at like 12am. i only watch for like half an hour after taking my shower, eat my dinner and do a little reading and my mom came into the room nagging at me to do my work. I said at 12am I would do it and she refused and insisted that I do now (btw its 11.45 at that time, which was like a 15 min diff only). I asked why and she went like she didn't want me to slp late cos she scared I will get high blood pressure(which was like one of the juicy gossip story she heard in markets...)...dots...Being pissed off already...I naturally told her that y can't she just respect the fact that I'm already 17 and no longer a 3 year old child, and depriving me of night life is like so no sense...den she started going like "Since u grow up already!...den leave the house la!"...ARR!! I'm hoping mad now...I know you are just being concern...but I'm no longer a child, I know whats best for me and whats not...Ok secondly...I feel that life is really unfair to me sometimes....why do I always lose a few friends when I gain some new ones? I know I'm being selfish by trying to keep all of them to myself but it just isn't fair to me. Y can't I just shut my trap and keep my sarcastic remark to myself all the time instead of letting it out and offend a few people. I really apologise sincerely if I ever said any mean things to you....sry.... I JUST SIMPLY HATE MYSELF... 0 comments