Dunno why I'm so into blogging this few days...maybe because I'm not that sick of it already... Might be because of loads of troubles that I would like to take it out on the blog or might be just that I'm into the mood...
ANYWAY...
Somehow, I have been seeing a lot of freshies in school this new sem...really make me feel damn old la...I think I did not really get to enjoy my freshies' day to its fullest and in a moment of time, *zoom* I'm now in year 2...SHIT!!!
Some things have been bothering me a lot this past few months, and i gotta say the burden of it has been increasing bit by bit each time I think about it...this really sucks big times..why do I always get a reminiscence of all this disasters all the time...I'm trying hard to forget but somehow...it doesn't seems to work...arr forget it... 0 comments
Sunday, April 27, 2008
@ 3:41 AM
Shucks man....work just ended...
Well...surely has been a long time since I last updated...
The new sem sure has been real fine, I mean with even cooler classmates and more interesting modules to take...surely it cannot get any more dull isn't it?...ok maybe I'm lying about the modules part...I mean who enjoys S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G...but I'm certainly not lying about the classmates one...
You really gotta check them out man!
Caught funny games with them last wed and was crapping about topics ranging from "how to have sex" to "Losing a tummy in 80 days" (laughs at ts!) at taka's pepper lunch before the movie...and I think that the director who directed funny games really knows how to kill la...which is unfortunately...not my cup o' tea...
And there is one thing that i would like to apologise to everyone for, that is for the big mouth of mine. I found out that I have a very strong tendancy to try and joke about every single things and when my joke gets a lil' too personal...I tend to get overboard...I'm really sorry to anyone whom I offended with this mouth of mine...sorry sorry sorry...
Now about the emo part...
I have been thinking a lot about some stuffs recently and when I think too much or too long...I do get emotional...be it angry, sad, confused or irritated... I dunno why the hell am I still holding on when its clear that I dun even feel welcomed by all of them...talked to certain someone quite a long while ago and I say I will think about it...but it seems like things are kinda too clear for me...so with the question popped...should I leave or not to leave...I mean I will miss the fun I had...but fun alone is not what i wanted...
Or maybe I deserve a kick in the nuts...cos I might have thought too much... 0 comments